Clueless Kitty

Originally a failed oil pastel painting.. now a failed (overpainted with) acrylic painting.

If only I got the cat's face right.

Acrylic on paper.

The deviantArt prints version wont include the watermark, just check it out!

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Original Deviant Art post: http://fav.me/dahq7tt
Original date: Sep 14, 2016

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Slytherclaw Confessions #5

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Sometimes I support others, sometimes I ('d love to) deliberately put them down! Har harrr..!!


Me? Losing? No way.

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There are no other people.

I don't want to understand others
Aside for fun sake. Or Slytherin-ish purposes.
Because it would threaten my existence
Although the truth is
Sometimes I love answering others' life questions
But I mostly treat them like a trivia quizzes
(Okay, sometimes I do care about them)

I don't want others to really understand me
Because it would make me not unique
Despite I love it when they do
Especially when they do it with intelligence
Not just Hupplepuffy emotions!
Curiously though
Only a tarot reader, hand writting enthusiast, and a college counselor
Who got me so far
(Okay, not really, but the rest is too sporadically to mention)

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Prepare, prepare, prepare $%#^&*#@??-???!![!!?!}!?!?!?!
All these complex feelings
While all I know they could be any of my flatmates, any of my former friends
They could be anyone at all
Human connection is frustrating & disturbing!!
Why can't we all just be strangers?!?!!

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Original date: Sep 13, 2016

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[GROUND ZERO] Instinctive Knowing #1

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Either I can think of a thousand reasons of things I CAN'T do using the resources I already have around me, or I can think of another thousand reasons I CAN do with these.

I can either find a million reasons of things I CAN'T do with my set of PERSONALITY, TALENTS, & SKILL LEVEL, complaining about all the flaws, or I can find another million reasons of things I CAN do, taking ADVANTAGE of who I am right now, with all the present condition.

And I can either think of a gazillion reasons of why I am NOT (beautiful, smart, strong, powerful, etc) ENOUGH being the way I am, or I can think of another gazillion reasons why I am ENOUGH in every way just being me: personality, emotional, physical traits, energy, intelligence, talents, skills, etc.

This is not a theory, my friend, despite the think & find it's nothing cognitive. This is instinctive gratitude, a genuine act of self-acceptance.
This is the mirror-kraken's demise!

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Sorry, we can't go the Black Phantom Wolf way. The Black Wolf can stay but the phantom must go. So sorry.
But I always & will always listen to the Dragon. That's a promise.
Zero compromise. Zero sacrifice.

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Original date: Sep 13, 2016

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[GROUND ZERO] Instinctive UNknowing #1

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What? There are actually OTHER people?
With different personalities?
Different likes, different preferences
Different favorite colors, different clothing choices
Different shapes of houses, different room decorations
Different interests, different knowledge
Different ways of talking, different ways of thinking
Different living places, different occupations
Different levels of energy, different levels of skills
Different talents, different combination of talents

Cuurious.. if it's still in NEUTRAL context.. and if they still STAY AWAY from me!

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Original date: Sep 13, 2016

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Slytherclaw Bites! #2

I believe in hate at first sight.

My instincts are usually - if not always - right.
If it turned out not right however.
I'd follow it still no matter.
Because better 'regretting' listening to your own heart.
Than regretting playing others' card.

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Original date: Sep 13, 2016

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Slytherclaw Bites! #1

Don't want a long read? Here's a shortcut:

THOSE OF YOU WHO GOT LOTS (I BARELY EVEN TOLERATE A FEW!!) OF THE SO-CALLED 'MATURE' CONTENT ON THEIR FAVORITES, GO AWAY! SCRAM!!

 SHOO!!! 

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If you're into OFFENSIVE stuff like those I even HATE typing writing spelling the words like h**tai f*tish e***i dirty animes whatever-whatever-whatever-else I don't want to know please think twice (or 1000 times) before adding me to your watch/friend list!!

 

Believe it or not I've ditched (like, REALLY ditched) some of f*mily members for that in real life and so it wouldn't be hard for me to banish some strangers online.

Although there's some part of me who's not really into intentionally hurting others so you might find I could be polite, but keep in mind I might have killed you three times in my mind.


Nah I don't base this on religion, you don't need one if you trust your instincts. And I never said I'm the rightest of the rightest of all, I'm just stating what I love & what I HATE! I hate certain obviously outrageous values (which the world later becoming desensitized of them!!), but in other occasions I might 'encourage' other values that some parts of the world are going against ("Whatever it takes!! ARRR!!"). Personal preference, not angels-and-demons war. But that's enough for me to go on, standing up for my causes so be careful or I might NOM you!!

There, you've found out I'm also a Slytherdor. Mwahahahahahahaaa..!!


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But meh, I'd prefer the confrontation to be non-existent - what a WASTE of high energy!
And why would I want to nom some clowns? Clown meats don't taste good anyway, bleh!
Cookies are MUCH better!


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I'm aware though that a "watch" might not mean friendship or anything at all. But it can be quite annoying when you found out you're somewhat associated with the ones that are suppose to be your enemies.

Grumpy cat is not amused.

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You may follow me, but please don't be my fan. You'll disappoint me and vice versa. No I wont judge you or anything if you unwatch me now.

I feel genuinely honored when anyone wants to watch me & appreciate my works but I'm not watcher hungry.

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Original date: Sep 11, 2016

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Slytherclaw Confessions #4

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I DON'T have friends.
Do I want one?

Er.. NO, not really. Just kind strangers/acquaintances please. That's enough for me.
(Although I'll never refuse a perfect hot spouse when later I'll meet one!)

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I notice lately I've become weary of critiques, the heat is somewhat 'leaking' in certain channels, leading to ineffective & exhausted power use.  Apparently my playful mood is on the slope stage. Those things are good when you're on fire but too much of them (incl. tips, advice & insights!) would just clog your brain! So it turns out that I've really become more sensitive to what's happening within.

Self-reminder: Knowing your own inner dynamic truly is precious, the compass within knows when to move and to rest. Keep listening!

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Original date: Sep 11, 2016

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